You are not here yet I feel loved. I wake up and have a glimpse of your eyes in my mind just the moment before I really get out of bed. I turn around to stay in that moment a little longer, just another second.
I want to meditate with you and do yoga after, then start the day with a nice breakfast and a good conversation with you. Only you talk the way you do to me, with that little accent of yours that just makes me melt away.
I want to hold your hand just for a while feel your fingers between mine becoming one with each others hand until I don’t know which fingers are mine.
I want to walk through the bush with you and hear the birds sing there songs, only then I am present.
Make a fire and play the drums while you look me in the eyes like you can see my soul sing, with such love.
I am coming back to you, to be with you one last time and forever eternity.
No more fear based decision, just throw ourselves into the wild and unknown beauty of love and let it unfold from the seed to the flower it is and back to the seed.
We are so powerful when in alignment, we can move mountains or we can fly through the air and land where we are wanted. No expectations just acceptance for that is what makes your heart sigh and breathe in relief.
I don’t search for I have found the seeker within.
I feel complete being incomplete.
How is it that when you take a final decision and in our case break something off, it brings you back together quicker than ever expected? It just shows that by holding onto something or someone you don’t allow space to be and to create the change that is needed for life to flourish.
So let go and be free my friends.
Ciao for now, Hendrik